Often I’m told that
he waits in the
shadows for curious spectators.
But I’ve looked
for him,
throwing myself into the
dusk.
He hides
from me,
refusing to take me
away into that far off land.
He’s a coward, and
at least I’m not
afraid to say it.
Like the tiger,
the lion, the
bear, he’s feared
when really, he’s
harmless. Humans tend to
fear the unknown like
his motives and place
of dwelling. Ha.
He’s a coward, trust
me.
It’s not him
who stabs you
in the back or sends
the bullet through
your heart. No,
he stands by and
waits for you to
stop twitching.
He’s terrified of
anything that’s living—
that’s you, and
me.
But he will begin
to taunt you as
he does me,
stepping close but then
retreating as you
squint to see.
His very touch
is agony, my
friends. Pain is in the
prints of his fingers,
lining the creases
of his nails. A
scream tears from
our lungs and he
lingers, for the noise
gives him strength and
life.
‘Tis the only
way to keep him near,
to let him revive
as you speak your
words, which clamber
down on deaf ears,
a nuisance, perhaps,
but nothing more.
But, you see,
I now get my
revenge, for I am
shining light onto his
deeds.
But there is
nothing he can do, for
his pride ensures
that he will turn on
himself before he
allows me to perish.
It is in this way
that I have made
myself immortal. But
that is not without
its burdens. For I
will still grow
old and useless,
lose my mind and
beauty, but with
no end. I will never
accomplish the greatest,
final task, and for
that, I will be
looked on as a coward
and a freak. But
as I crumble down to
dust, he turns a
blind eye, pride taking
the place of mercy.
But I am the same
way, in a sense. I
will suffer an entire
lifetime and eternity
before I request
that mercy. And
I will never
stop taunting.
By Megan
By Megan
speechless.
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